Cherish

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you. How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. How much I love your silly face. How much I love your voice when whispering. I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation; laughing at funny things that you said or did.. I’ve memorized your face and the way that you look at me.. When our eyes meets, I talk to myself,”Damn, how can you love me too, is it true? Or it’s just a dream? God, I love this man very much”. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together and even though nothing will come out of this, I know one thing for sure, for once. I don’t care, I cherish every moment I have with you. You mean everything to me. You are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up, my last thought before I go to bed. You smile at me in my dreams. When you are sad, I feel so sad, and when I see your true smile, I feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all I can see is you.