Sidang Proposal + Sidang Akhir = Wisuda

Ya Allah, Lancarkan lah sidang proposal dan sidang akhir hamba-Mu. 

Behind Me

I just wondering what people think about me, especially, behind me. My friends, my old friends, my new friends, strangers, my friend’s parents, my lecturers, people who dislikes me, or people who likes me. I haven’t told you yet about my English lecturer who shouted my name in the canteen. It happened maybe in 2012 or 2013. She was chit-chatting with another lecturers when I was standing and waiting for my other friends at the next table from her. Suddenly, she shouted my name. I can’t remember anymore what exactly she said, but I’m pretty sure that she was shouting my name. I don’t know why she shouted my name. And helloooow, what were you talking about me, Maaaam. And then I stop thinking about it because I never did any bad thing to them. And yaaa whatever.

And another story from another lecturer. She is my lecturer in 4th Semester. My friend told me that she just gave a praise for me. Wahahaha. She told him what she thinks about me. Oh Alhamdulillaah that she likes me. Actually, Firstly, I was thinking that she didn’t like me, because I thought that I didn’t  have a good manners in class. I mean yaa, in practical classes, I like to strolling around the class, make an issue of something unimportant, joking around and argued with my classmate, and the most stupid things I did in the class was joking with my friend and then he ran after me around the class-while everyone was busy with their task. She looked at me and then she called my name kindly, “Nikeeeeen…” Oh, I got you Mam, I’m so sorry and I came back to my seat shamefully. And continued my tasks. But thank you Mam for keep thinking I am a good girl. Mbuehehehehehe
And what about people who dislikes you? Have you ever heard about what they said about you?
 
Let’s talk about it later. I need to sleep. It’s 1.51 AM